Now we can build upon.
Lately, all my dreams seem like they are real.
I think the days are starting to reveal themselves to me now.
I live in constant distrust of myself,
So if you ask me how I am, believe me when I say I don't know.
Lessons we've kept from playing
This game will dissolve into the stars,
Along with the monuments we've saved.
Yet you look to me like I don't know you.
Wear that person suit and let it fucking float you.
For if you knew what I knew today,
You'd be swept into the undertow all the fucking same.
Unshackle this guilt, and let the world see me.
Suffering ingrained, it's gotta count for something.
Tell me it counts for something?
I may look fine on the outside,
Like I've got the whole world in front of me.
The truth is I was counting down the days until I'd no longer breathe.
Release me from this carousel of fleeting thoughts.
Something has to change.
And we're all going nowhere pretty fast.
No one's saying what they really mean anymore,
But their eyes give all the answers.
And all I want to say is that I'm scared,
And I don't know why we're here,
And I don't know what to do,
But I know that I don't wanna die.
All I know is that I've found something that makes me feel alive.
I see the mountain and I calculate the distance.
I see the sunrise, I calculate the risk.
I know that I must survive.
But what if we were wrong?
And soon I won't have a choice, I'm pressing my finger on the switch.
How much more pressure before it clicks?