This is my sickness I'm feeding it Save me from myself Teach me how to be selfless Open my eyes But don't soak up my tears So I can learn the lesson ♪ Can't fight the darkness I embrace it Maybe I'm blessed Wouldn't be better off without it I'm already blind Don't wanna go deaf Get me listen to reason ♪ Whether this is my end or a new beginning I've no choice, no way of knowing Is it too much? Am I making a scene? Screaming out loud for something real? Whether I'm killing time or just wasting my life I've no choice, to me it's everything Can I trust hopefulness? Once and for all? Or is it just like drinking poison?