Take a look inside my head Take a look inside at my heart There's a pain left there, see the scars? The moment you walked in the room Did you remember who I was? You learned your lesson but forgot to love With my back on the wall on the outside It's so much colder tonight With my mind on the negative It's so much colder tonight Was I wrong to expect? Memories fade, it happens to the best Does it hurt, can you feel the pain? They say it's only temporary They say it's only temporary but it feels like a lifetime Finding ways to escape my self made doubt And again in the same house Finding heartache in old photographs It's November now, the weather changes It's so cold this time of year When the ones you love don't have ears to hear Having fears to overcome I guess it's best I'm on my own now I guess it's best I'm on my own now I guess it's best Finding new ways to wake up each day Finding motivation from sunrise to sunset In the strangest ways, from sunrise to sunset To hear things out, to have an open mind To listen without expectation This season is long, hard to press on Some lessons are harder to learn on your own, now I know If I could go back again, I don't know that I would Somethings aren't meant to be, the hardest words to believe To find a way out, to escape my self made doubt Searching for answers, writing them down Until I find my way back