I spent so much time trying to satisfy you
Who knew one day I would learn to despise you?
All that time you told me that you'd never let me down
All you gave was disappointment
Now it's time you hear me out, I
Never cheated- I never did you wrong
I learned all of the lyrics to your metaphoric songs
I was just your trophy, it's like you didn't even know me
If you're really proud to have me, I want you to show me
You spent all your time with everyone but me
I spent mine waiting on you
My love's not for fucking free
I know you hate it, that I swiftly evaded
But I can't keep this up, if I'm the only one maintaining
So go and be an asshole
'Cause you're quite good at that role
Go out and pretend that your heart isn't fucking flatrolled
Go do what you gon' do
I'll be moving on, too
The one who gave you everything?
That person's gone, dude
That person's gone, dude
Looks like you got yourself a little bit of time to breathe
I never thought you'd try to leave
You'll never find no one like me
Trying to save the past before it crumble to pieces
Guess the more we talk it through, the tension increases, I
Fucked up one too many times I'll admit
That my actions and my words
Always seem to contradict
There's no need to explain
If I just fessed up, things would just stay the same
Now I never hear from you, my phone and heart stay empty
People ask, I don't admit you were the one that left me
Don't wanna risk looking like the bad guy
Pretending I'm the victim helps me sleep well at night
Promised myself I wouldn't get so hung up
I did it anyway- now I'm promised bad luck
I'm getting to the point that I cannot keep this up
'Cause you finally saw that I'll never be enough for you
Never be enough for you
I'll never be enough for you
You know I've always cared about you
But you gave me reasons to doubt you
Always tried to astound you
But I'm better without you
If you really think you'll find a better guy than me
I can promise that you won't
That's a fucking guarantee
I'll do better for myself
Find love with someone else
Hope the shitty way you deal with feelings
Helps you find yourself
At the bottom of a bottle
At the edge of your bed
When you're going full throttle
Through the thoughts in your head, like
Do you miss me?
Or do you just dismiss me?
Either way the way we ended things really fucking hits me
Yeah, that really fucking hits me
That really fucking hits me right there
Really fucking hits right there
Really fucking hits right there
Really fucking hits me, yeah
That really fucking, fucking hits me
It really fucking hits me