All the shit i used to do, it keeps killing me
Flipping through memories like its ecstasy
I used to be the cool kid, now i'm washed up
Used to scream and shout, but nobody gave a fuck
I used to go to parties, now they streaming molly
I'm tired of looking back, dunno where to find me
Confused on where to go, but we keep going back
One of these days, might just have a heart attack
Kids used to make me sit alone at the table
Slowly i notice my life's like a fable
Ride alone with no passengers
I drown myself enabled
Fuck around with the wrong ones
My neck's got a cable
Used to be the one getting pushed all around
Oh shit, it's that lame kid, let's go get him down
Get high, george washington, get sent to the pound
Didn't know i was young, just wanted to fuck around
Just wanted to fuck around
Didn't know i was young, just wanted to fuck around
Just wanna fuck around
Just wanna fuck around
Back when i was younger, let's say middle school
Had some good experience, my life was feeling cool
But now i'm 17 and this shit is getting weird
Now it's all the drama that's getting me endeared
Numbers are addicting and likes are like a drug
If people make a point, i just block, don't give a fuck
Never had support on the shit i used to love
Now i'm at the top, actin like i'm all above
If people never gave a shit
Then why am i at the top feeling like this?
If people ever say it's easy
I'll shut their fucking mouth and make em feel queasy
I used to go to parties, now they streaming molly
I'm tired of looking back, dunno where to find me
Confused on where to go, but we keep going back
One of these days, might just have a heart attack
Might just have a heart attack
One of these days, might just have a heart attack
Might just have a heart attack
One of these days, might just have a