It never stays the same
It's like this every day
I'm feeling really lonely
It feels like no one knows me
I never stays the same
Got like shit in my brain
Feel like i'll go insane, i'll go insane
It's like this every day
All my friends, abandon me
I feel like going gray
And if i was
Indifferent then
I might just blow the breaks
Summer 19, was my breaking point
I might just go away
And if i went off
Grace the send on
I might just make mistakes
It never stays the same
Never stays the same
Never stays the same
Cause every time i'm looking at myself inside the mirror
I see a person everybody hates and it gets clearer
I wanna be a better person than i am today
But it wont ever even matter they'll abandon me anyway
I'm tired of the shit that people always wanna put me through
They challenge me with issues where i never know what i should do
I'm scrolling through my friends list and i'm regretting it all
I don't think they'll even care if i die inside a call
I just wanna be myself but they don't want that
Chilling with my friend group and they don't like that
I just want a stable group where i feel protected
And not the one i had, where i got rejected
They cut me off from everything and i don't know why
I been looking for a reason but they always wanna fight
The further i look into it the more that i regret
I don't ever wanna think about making more friends
It never stays the same
Never stays the same
It's like this every day
Never stays the same