Haven't been the same since that one friday
Blocked up, nice touch, friends on myspace
Nothing's special with my school in the tri-state
Backed up thinking bout my homies, a nice day
Moving outta town was even enough
I had
Shitty moments, that's evenly rough
I know
Even family but that's how the cookie crumbs
I couldn't skate, I couldn't wait
Where is the dust?
I'm parked outside with my homies for months
I, spent the 305 muscling up
Well
All my bullies were evil and tough
School was winning so i had to give up
I
I'd go back to the summer of 13
Glass dragons with the dreams of '18
Nerf guns with the shooters of ray beams
Lost in my past so much i'm shaking
All my friends say they're the same with me
Haven't been the same since elementary
Lost so much, i'm falling like a fiend
Judging all my options like i'm right behind a screen
I think i understand where you come from
I'm a drop-out but i'm not dumb
I used to get bullied all the time
Yuh
Back in the years when i believed in santa
Used to have a lot of friends in atlanta
Hp laptop and paranoia
I was only 12 and i hated myself
Had a lot of friends but i always felt lonely
Back of the bus i felt like nobody knows me
Had a 3ds and the pokemon x
Hoping that the reaper would visit me next
I used to have dreams where i was happy
Imagining that everybody loved me
But here i am
Sitting at my desk at 4 am
Staring a notebook, remembering my past
Suicide note, i thought that was my last
But here i am now just venting into a microphone
I feel like e.t. cause i'm dead i wanna phone home