I tried so much But I tried it the wrong way Gone with the wind But I wanted to stay Failed every try, When I got a new chance Wanted to restart But stood still in the end. I'm not the one that I want to be 'Cause my shadow is hanging over me. I want to be me But I don't know how 'Cause my shadow Decides where to go. I'm not the one that I want to be I gave my best to change for years, For so long Proved if I can decide But I proved me wrong Attempted to decipher My own mind Opened my eyes to see But they left me blind. I'm not the one that I want to be 'Cause my shadow is hanging over me. I want to be me But I don't know how 'Cause my shadow Decides where to go. I'm not the one that I want to be 'Cause my shadow is hanging over me. I want to be me But I don't know how 'Cause my shadow Decides where to go. I'm not the one that I want to be 'Cause my shadow is hanging over me. I want to be me But I don't know how 'Cause my shadow Decides where to go. I'm not the one that I want to be 'Cause my shadow is hanging over me. I want to be me But I don't know how 'Cause my shadow Decides where to go.