People think that I am blind But I know that behind my eyes There's something that's worth living for It's not a fire, it's a door So take my brain, cut it in half Spill some blood all on my past I don't care if he's dangerous Cause he told me, that it's just us I'll feel pain for you I'll go insane if you want me to And he said "I don't think I'd cared if you died And I know that that's not alright You're psychopathic I don't like your addict" And all I heard was I love you Every time I see myself I wonder why I start to melt And every time I hear that name I wonder why I'm filled with shame It's not my fault I shouldn't cry When lovers make you want to die I'll find something worth living for I tied my heart up to the lord I'll feel pain for you You know I'd go insane if you asked me to And he said "I don't think I'd cared if you died And I know that that's not alright You're psychopathic I don't like your addict" And all I heard was I love you Slipping through my porch You do things to me Like no one before So what if you're mean So what if it hurts So what if I cry With me in the dirt Don't say goodbye Slippin' through my porch You do things to me Like no one before So what if you're mean So what if it hurts So what if I cry With me in the dirt Don't say goodbye "I don't think I'd cared if you died And I know that that's not alright You're psychopathic I don't like your addict" And all I heard was I love you I hope you know that everyone hates you I hope you know that I can replace you Disgusting mess, a slut at best Why the fuck do I love you?