Why did you invite me I know you don't like me Don't have to lie You know this is frightening Hit me just like lightning I come alive When I get high I lose my mind You start to fade I'm far away I lose my grip I start to slip I'm not insane I'm just in pain I don't belong here I don't belong here I don't belong here I don't belong here So I'll just slip into the background And I'll listen to the sound of you laughin' I know nobody wants me here So I'm in my own atmosphere While everybody's dancin' Watch me fall piece by piece It starts to take over me My body first And then my brain My thoughts start to evaporate When I get high I lose my mind You start to fade I'm far away I lose my grip I start to slip I'm not insane I'm just in pain I don't belong here I don't belong here I don't belong here So here's the truth I'll end up dead in the bathtub Half filled up with vodka and floral perfume I'll cry for maybe a week And they'll forget about me Youll forget about me too I don't belong here