Still sleeping
I feel the rising of my pulse
Tonight I'll find a way to end it all
Still breathing
Collecting thoughts inside my head
I don't know what the fuck is going on
I always like I am okay, but now I cannot wait to find a way outside
I thought I'd live another day
Forever I'll be caught inside this painful lie
As nights go by so divine
I realize that I'll be plagued by my own demons (I am caught by my own demons)
Forever living a lie
I'm not free
Endless suffering
I feel the pain because I cannot close my eyes
Tonight I'll watch myself die again
I know that I am just spiraling away from reality
Drowning in the sorrow of the shadows of the night
There is no cure for me
I'll watch myself waste away
A broken entity
I'm just a memory that's why there is no cure for me and I'm trying to forget the fact that everybody wants to watch me burn
Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else, but I've changed for the worse
I have changed for the worse
I'll never be the same man again
I have lost the fight
Another day, another night, another week, another fucking life
There is no cure for me
I'll watch myself waste away
A broken entity
I'm just a memory that's why there is no cure for me and I'm trying to forget the fact that everybody wants to watch me burn
Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else, but I've changed for the worse
Still sleeping
I feel the rising of my pulse
Tonight I'll find a way to end it all
Still breathing
Collecting thoughts inside my head
I don't know what the fuck is going on
I always like I am okay, but now I cannot wait to find a way outside
I thought I'd live another day
Forever I'll be caught inside this painful lie