Why does it hurt so much to decide to be happy Sheltered heart and shell-shocked mind makes it difficult To unwind I am hiding in the dark and I'm afraid to make a spark How can I make a work of art if I'm a coward with my heart Made my bed when I finally said that it's over What I didn't know is that life would be so damn hard These lights go out when the fear and the doubt overtake me Losing sight of your own heart is impossible to disregard I am lying in the dark and I'm afraid I'll make a spark How can I make a work of art if I'm a coward with my heart I've been wrong before I don't want to be wrong again I guess I am keeping score What's a girl to do Father time will win again Is this the end ♪ I am hiding in the dark, afraid I'll make a spark But there's a fire in my heart I am crying in the dark I just want to make a spark How I can I be a work of art If I'm a coward with my heart