I don't what I'm gonna do But I know that I'm pulling through this time I have the assurance that it's mine And I don't know why I didn't have to try Everything is all amiss, every dream's A kiss into the sky Except for this current one of mine And I don't know why I didn't have to try This time when I haven't earned it Life feels undeserving when the whole world is hurting And then John Prine dies Am I just a lie if I haven't had to cry? Waiting on this world to end, wishing I could hug a friend tonight And I miss my friends and family and I'm all alone Why's it feel like home to me? No one knows what will come next But the crux is that we never know in reality what life will be So I'll make it mine This time maybe I've earned it Life feels still feels undeserving when the whole world is hurting And then John Prine dies Am I just a lie if I haven't had to cry? I'm alive But am I just a lie Just a lie If I haven't had to cry?