Down by the river today We were talking, but I was falling away I feel like my life is turning on its axis Sunlight on my eyelids wake me up again Standing on a fault line thinking bout the times I Smiled and said I'm alright It didn't fool you then Cause Since July I've been trynna change my life I've been lying awake for hours at night Since July I've been making up my mind I've been wrong and I've been right But I've been trying since July Don't know if I can explain I just wanted to make you feel good Make you stay People i've lost touch with guess it's kinda selfish I should take myself less seriously Following the skyline twenty storey high rise Staring into your eyes waking up again Cause since July I've been trynna change my life I've been lying awake for hours at night cause Since July I've been making up my mind I've been wrong and I've been right But I've been trying since July