Well I guess I oughta make my way downtown Quit all the drugs and stop foolin' around Go back to church and start reading again Maybe God will forgive all my sins And I'll start back over where it all began Late drunken nights, all the whiskey and gin A half lit cigarette and a cocaine flame A woman that doesn't even know my name A beat up old car with wood pannel sides A two pack habit, just tryin' to survive A wife and two kids that I left alone Praying that one day that I'll just come home Maybe one day I will finally grow up And maybe one day I'll quit messing up Maybe I won't or maybe I'll just let you down And I'll go down to the pawn shop and grab my old guitar And head down to mainstreet to play that old bar Just play for tips and not make a dime Maybe I'll realize that I'm still alive And I'll go buy a coke, Some candy and some smokes I'll walk down the street and laugh at my own jokes Maybe I'll busk on the corner for some cash God I don't know How Much longer I will last Maybe one day I will finally grow up And maybe one day I'll quit messin up Maybe I won't or maybe I'll just let you down Maybe one day I will finally grow up Maybe one day I'll quit messin up Maybe I won't and Maybe I'll just let you down Maybe one day I will finally grow up And maybe One day I'll quit messin up Maybe I won't Maybe I'll just let you down