My mission is accomplished I found him. He found me He is not who I expected The house tells of awesome trips Many lives lived He talks fast but with many pauses He tried to find me again and again He says he loved my mother and deeply detested But he's almost grateful today Because this moment pays, pays him back for everything There are the times when I lose parts of his speech He cries and sometimes He doesn't look at me in my eyes I know what he would like to do He would love me as all the people do He would like to hold me in his arms But he doesn't, because he knows me Even if we never met he knows me And while a sea of words flood this house I'm on a cloud The biggest door I've ever seen in my head Is wide open And gently leads me into the void Maybe my fear can have a rest Maybe this is my little taste of happiness