Here it comes, where I succumb, the calling from A deep darkened part within me I feel the need, to make you bleed, to make you see Monster that lives inside me I want you dead, or better yet - I need you dead The tension is always building I won't wait, I feel the hate, I'm in the state Won't stop, I'm done pretending There's not a thing I feel inside me Until the urge is roused I find your lifeless eyes exciting I really need it now Your rigor mortis means much more to me Than what you're worth alive I'm gonna solemnize you fighting I live to watch you die I've suppressed this, I've repressed it Waited way too long, it's way too strong I can't prolong anymore I'm sure the morgue has room for more There's not a thing I feel inside me Until the urge is roused I find your lifeless eyes exciting I really need it now Your rigor mortis means much more to me Than what you're worth alive I'm gonna solemnize you fighting I live to watch you die While I take my time indulging All my cold excessive needs to watch you die Now, look into my eyes So I can find that beautiful high I've needed all my life I've needed all my life I live to watch you die I live to watch you die