Being good is hard to do
When you're feeling fine
I once was lost but now I'm found
Give me a glass of wine
When I was scared I couldn't sit
Without the racing thoughts
But now I'm lazy laying here
Can't get up from this spot
Don't wanna eat that salad
Or practice breathing deep
Don't wanna give up coffee
Or even get more sleep, no
Now when I'm feeling like myself
Is when I am the worst
At doing all the things I need
To take care of me first
Prayed to God I'd see the day
That I'd feel this good
But now it's going my own way
Not doing things I should
Don't wanna drink more water
Or turn off all the screens, no
Don't wanna even bother
You know what I mean, oh
Now when I'm feeling like myself
Is when I am the worst
At doing all the things I need
To take care of me first
I wasn't always this way, wasn't
Always this way, wasn't
Always, always the worst
I wasn't always this way, wasn't
Always this way, wasn't
Always, always the worst
I wasn't always this way, wasn't
Always this way, wasn't
Always, always the worst
I wasn't always this way, wasn't
Always this way, wasn't
Always, always the worst
I wasn't alwaysthis way, wasn't
Always this way, wasn't
Always, always the worst
I wasn't always this way, wasn't
Always this way, wasn't
Always, always the worst
Now when I'm feeling like myself
Is when I am the worst
At doing all the things I need
To take care of me first
Now when I'm feeling like myself
Is when I am the worst
I'm doing all the things I need
To take care of me first