She's got an energy you like A twinkle in her eye And the way you move together Has me struggling inside So I quickly walk away Tell the lie that I'm OK But I'd rather not be seen When facing sadness, fear and rage But I wish I could have told you in the moment The reason why I'm triggered and what I'm feeling Giving you an honest chance but instead I went to storyland Creating something painful for us both I really fucked it up this time, I know Standing on the edge, will we break or will we stretch A wall of ice between us, all words have been said So if you want me gone I'll pack and leave by dawn I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me I wish I could have told you in the moment The reason why I'm triggered and what I'm feeling Giving you an honest chance but instead I went to storyland Creating something painful for us both But I never meant to hurt you if the walk got out of hand And I hope that we could find a way back to love, to what we had I wish I could have told you in the moment The reason why I'm triggered and what I'm feeling And giving you an honest chance but instead I went to storyland Creating something painful for us both I really fucked it up this time, I know