Am I a freak? Yeah Every time I show up I feel like a walking disease I'm not supposed to be here At least that's what I think They're thinking about me It's just the same old, same old In my head I never belong I'm two steps forward Ten steps back though I could stay, I could leave Either way I'd be alone So tell me which is worse Tell me which is worse to you honey You think I'm cheap, yeah I see you looking for a price tag tattooed on me So when I'm depleted You won't think twice about trading me in For some fresher ink It's just the same old, same old In my head I never belong I'm two steps forward Ten steps back though I could stay, I could leave Either way I'd be alone So tell me what I'm worth Yeah tell me what I'm worth to you honey Oh tell me what I'm worth Yeah tell me what I'm worth to you honey Conversations, situations I've become the enemy Is this real or hallucination? Personal hell or a fever dream? Oh which is worse? It's just the same old, same old In my head I never belong I'm two steps forward Ten steps back though I could stay, I could leave Either way I'd be alone So tell me which is worse