Oh i feel so lonely now Where my homies now I am smoking on this weed cause demons are around Please dont cry lil boy No one comforts me In my bed 3am and its killing me Why cant i be normal Why i am depressed Daddy isnt there Mommy isnt there But my sister was My sister was I feel so unloved They cant see the darkness They just see this weird lil kid 15 and i jumped in front of a car Runnin outside The nature is there And that is all that i got I got this rope around my neck But my ex picked me up Someone saved me again And who cares for me When i take my life Do u gonna cry Cause i feel dead inside And who cares for me When i take my life Do u gonna cry Cause i feel dead inside Let me vanish Let me vanish Let me vanish Let me vanish Let me vanish Let me vanish Sorry to the girls that i left It wasnt you i had these problems in my head Sorry if i treated you bad I still cry about my mistakes from the past Maybe im a loner Or is it my anxiety I turned to a stoner Im smoking here with maxi d Im so lost in this system And who cares for me When i take my life Do u gonna cry Cause i feel dead inside And who cares for me When i take my life Do u gonna cry Cause i feel dead inside