The sun never reaches my window So I find it hard to get a tan And there's a scary stillness Looking from where I stand I'm all that moves in sight Even the bugs have held their breath And you tell me it's brighter In the evening stretch I've grown to admire the wind Found comfort in the rain But without what I depend on How will I stay sane? My childhood tree was cut down Around 4 years ago and it And it made me cry Knowing that I still had to grow All that kept me grounded Shown cut up in tiny bits Where we once sat talking But I don't remember even calling it quits I've grown to admire the wind Found comfort in the rain But without what I depend on How will I stay sane? How will I? Because I'm fearful of movement, I've learned the tricks of the ladybird 'Cause how could I love again After all I've seen and heard? And, when we're once again allowed I'll let go of my breath Step out into the outside to Celebrate the long evening's death I've grown to admire the wind Found comfort in the rain But without what I depend on How will I stay sane? Darling, how will I? How will I darling? Oh yeah, how will I? How will I darling? Oh yeah, how will I? How will I darling? Oh yeah, how will I?