I haven't breathed right since the night You spent a year trying to forget You spent another trying to make it right The sunlight in my head will rust My image of you turns to dust And I will not be suppressed Out with the worst you're not saying Fighting myself to push you away I dare you to leave with my faith decaying Waiting for you to run out of grace That's just what I do, do, do That's just what I do, do, do You know I wish we could dance But I am stoned and out of breath You just try to tell yourself [?] not part of it I know that you try your best But there are things you just can't fix And darling I am one of them And you don't have to tell me now I know that you're still worried About my moods they swing with The violence They scream in the silence And I wish I could settle down That's just what I do, do, do That's just what I do, do, do Out with the worst you're not saying Fighting myself to push you away My moods they swing with The violence They scream in the silence Waiting for you to run out of grace That's just what I do, do, do That's just what I do, do, do