I thought maybe you could help me I'm no longer young and I've never been free And though I can't deal with being nothing Such is the life I lead They're all better men than I am I'm glued to my seat out of fear for myself There's no moon and therefore no tide A fact that takes care of everything else It'll clear out some day I'll smile and be on my way And then I'll be gone I'm down but not out, just yet Destroying everything that's left around Still broken down There's a beauty in darkness I'm not sure where since I'm so lost I'll hope against hope someday that I'll find it But at God only knows what cost I'd do better but I'm tired My bed is a 10 metre hole in the ground Escaping is no use, just try it Futility is comfort I've found It'll clear out some day I'll smile and be on my way And then I'll be gone I'm down but not out, just yet Destroying everything that's left around Still broken down And I'd die just to save your place beside me until we are underground So breathe me out I'd rather be somewhere else I'd rather be somewhere else And I'm leaving you behind