I haven't slept yet
I've been staring at my phone
Waiting for drunk texts
Every weekend it's the same
I think I'm obsessed and it hurts
But I'm stuck here on this earth
Have you slept yet? (Yeah)
I should be on that fuck-you energy (that's it)
But I'm stuck with memories
Of names that we would call our son
Or daughter, but I guess that's done, yeah
Shits fight, but that's us (that's us)
To think of going all my life (yeah)
Without you being by my side, yeah
Jordon, I don't wanna hear from you anymore
I wish you hated me, because we're never gonna get back together
I just can't leave your ass alone
Can't take these pictures off my phone
And oh my God, this fucking hurts
I guess I got what I deserve
So give my heart back a hundred times
I die a little when you cry (I die)
It kills me that you've realised
So please, accept my last goodbye
You can say I let you down (you down)
And you can say I burnt our bridges (and I did)
But the truth is I'm just done with you pretending you're the victim (suspect)
And I know I feel the pain
She's swimming through my veins
But everyone keeps telling me
I should be on that fuck-you energy (that's it)
But I drowned in jealousy
So tell me, did we waste our time?
I thought you said our stars aligned, yeah (but it doesn't)
Shits fight, but that's us (that's us)
And I can't get you out my head
Is he on my side of the bed? Yeah
You fucked up
I can't tell you how far you pushed me away
We're done, it's over
I just can't leave your ass alone
Can't take these pictures off my phone
And oh my God, this fucking hurts
I guess I got what I deserve
So give my heart back a hundred times
I die a little when you cry
It kills me that you've realised
So please accept my last goodbye