Colours go Dull Leave my thoughts alone, lead myself away Even the scent after long long years Still sticks to my T shirt, like cold tobacco smoke Feeling like long years now have gone away Keep on pretending that it doesn't matter That years and cold winds can blow away Leaving me like a father's dying child And if god is somewhere in this tiny kitchen And bears to heed my call May he turn all the colours dull The aches in my chest They wake up early Stinging me like the first spring flowers Got a new heart with these pills tickin in my head My hands are empty, i'm frozen and alone Mother, who should know don't come prowling, my pain is private Sister, i got sorrow, i got pain, and i don't feel like healing