I know if I just disappear, I could do what I want
Go out every night, I'd wake with no demons left
Silence my head, oh
There's no scars that I'd need to heal through
No regrets with no one to pass to
I can't even lie, I can't even lie
It'd probably be a little e-e-easier
It'd probably be a little e-e-easier
But why the hell would I want to, want to?
Ever try to live without you, out you?
Trying to take it all away
But I'm only gonna stay
So why the hell would I want to, want to?
Ever try to live without you, out you?
Why they got me so afraid
But I know I gotta stay, mmm
The voices they keep me on overdrive
I'm hanging my head, my chin up high
Can't even see through all the tears I mask
I know I've gone this far, ain't going back
I'm in this new shit independent
Don't care how even spend it, be like magic
And even when the lights on, I'm under pressure
I won't last forever, no
It'd probably be a little e-e-easier
It'd probably be a little e-e-easier
But why the hell would I want to, want to?
Ever try to live without you, out you?
Trying to take it all away
But I'm only gonna stay
So why the hell would I want to, want to?
Ever try to live without you, out you?
Why they got me so afraid, but I know I gotta stay, mmm
Yeah, I tried to leave without looking
Left it all behind me (Yeah)
But my heart kept asking me if I wanted it back (You know)
Walking on the lane but
My heart is running on a different track
Thought I could move on
But the memories piling in stacks
Probably be a little easier
It'd probably be a little easier
But why the hell would I want to, want to? (Ayy; yeah)
Ever try to live without you, out you? (Out you)
Trying to take it all away, (Take it all away)
But I'm only gonna stay (Oh, oh)
So why the hell would I want to, want to? (Oh)
Ever try to live without you, out you?(Out you)
Why they got me so afraid but I know I gotta stay, mmm
But why the hell would I want to, want to
But why the hell would I want to, want to
But why the hell would I want to, want to
But why the hell would I want to, want to