Feels like I write my hardest verses when I'm in the darkest places That's why I'm always working with the light off Don't know if I'm getting stronger or weaker with the feelings that I fight off But feelings make me feel weak So I feel like I'mma fight on They always told me I was: Too emotional Never sociable Man the bullshit that you fed me was the reason that I ever needed healing And that is why I'm all up in my feelings The people that you love love love the most always hurt you deepest So now you find it hard to love and nights is nearly sleepless You look at me with loving eyes, the sweetest But I wish that I could tear apart your heart and see your deepest darkest secrets, How I really make you feel Sometimes you forget and show it This love is a façade You're just waiting for me to blow it So you can let me go and say I did that Although deep down you know you made your choice before the fact Feels like I write my hardest verses when I'm in the darkest places That's why I'm always working with the light off Don't know if I'm getting stronger or weaker with the feelings that I fight off But feelings make me feel weak So I feel like I'mma fight on They always told me I was Too emotional Never sociable Man the bullshit that you fed me was the reason that I ever needed healing And that is why I'm all up in my feelings