Here's to the knife in my back And here's to the thorn in my side And I'm too scared to forget Yeah, I just want to run and hide Here's to the pain in my guts And here's to the nights I don't sleep And here's to your poisonous touch And everything you stole from me Ah yeah Try to wash away your sins with alcohol Find that they come back again Darker than before And you can lie forever But it's not enough to love anyone And here's to the hole in my heart And here's to your bottomless pit And I'm too scared to hold on And I just have to live with that Ah yeah Try to wash away your sins with alcohol Find that they come back again Darker than before And you can lie forever But it's not enough to love anyone Try to wash away your sins with alcohol Find that they come back again Darker than before You were never there for me when Push came to shove And you can lie forever But it's not enough to love