I found myself at the river again I thought I'd lost my way The monkey on my back became my best friend Staring down the barrel of a bottle again Though I want to Though I try I'm just looking for some peace of mind Running on empty bottles of rum and sweet red wine Burned every bridge I built, made my friends a little harder to find Searching for something to save a life that's passed me by I'm looking for anything to break the ties that bind The nightmares seem to never end The days stretch a little bit longer inside my mind And the pain gets a little bit harder to hide Though I want to Though I try I'm just looking for some peace of mind Running on empty bottles of rum and sweet red wine Burned every bridge I built, made my friends a little harder to find Searching for something to save a life that's passed me by I'm just looking for some peace of mind Running on empty bottles of rum and sweet red wine Burned every bridge I built, made my friends a little harder to find Searching for something new that can save me Save me from myself I'm just looking for some peace of mind Running on empty bottles of rum and sweet red wine Burned every bridge I built, made my friends a little harder to find Searching for something to save a life that's passed me by