Your lips were cherry red You smelled like cigarettes And you're my best friend You were my best friend And I taste liquor on your mouth again You told me that the last time was the end So I'll keep waiting I'm always waiting Hiding bottles in the closet I wish that you could stop this I know you love me and you mean it But you keep swallowing your demons ♪ The hardest part was walking away But I keep looking back almost every day I just miss you I wish I could fix you, and us And I can't take it anymore These panic attacks And I keep shaking I'm always shaking Hiding bottles in the closet I wish that you could stop this I know you love me and you mean it But you keep swallowing your demons ♪ Hiding bottles in the closet I wish that you could stop this I know you love me and you mean it But you keep swallowing your demons Your lips were cherry red You smelled like cigarettes And you're my best friend You were my best friend