I'm finding clarity in kerosene Incinerating all these memories I haven't spoke to you since 17 Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me You found yourself in drugs and nicotine A hollow body like a figurine I always felt like an accessory There's love and hate but this was in between And all I know Is that there's clarity in kerosene Oh, all I know You can't take back the things you said to me Now, I hope you choke in your sleep While you're dreaming of me Well, suffocate in your sheets And I'll be the last thing you see Yeah, I can see it, looking back now Every day you'd try to put me in the background I wasted all this fucking time on you Every word you said to me, I knew it wasn't true Roll around with that chip on my shoulder I told myself that it would change when I'm older But it's getting harder and I swear to God That if I had the chance, I would take all the moments Steady, waiting and losing my patience You fucked with my head, know that I couldn't take it And I can't forgive you Yeah, I won't forgive you Now, I hope you choke in your sleep While you're dreaming of me You'll suffocate in your sheets And I'll be the last thing you see I'm finding clarity in kerosene Incinerating all these memories I haven't spoke to you since 17 Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me You found yourself in drugs and nicotine A hollow body like a figurine I always felt like an accessory There's love and hate but this was in between And all I know Is that there's clarity in kerosene, oh All I know You can't take back the things you said to me ♪ Now, I hope you choke in your sleep While you're dreaming of me Suffocate in your sheets And I'll be the last thing you see Now, I hope you choke in your sleep While you're dreaming of me You'll suffocate in your sheets And I'll be the last thing you see