She never wanted me to go but I did leave and left her alone. Now I think I have the strength to see her and maybe try to explain. But when I see her eyes I don't know what to do... I feel shy! If I have her close I cannot even say hello! I've dreamed this moment so many times and I've reviewed this speech in my mind: "It is your face, your skin, what I have yearned to touch again... And all the little things that bring the artsy words I say..." But there's no meaning in my head for all these words if you're not there. The time has passed and we both have grown. Relationships... Can they be postponed? I know that when I left, I abdicated to your life. Now I have this cleft I don't know how to fill. That's my strife! I see that everything has changed. Not just the town, but you and me as well! And suddenly, I've realized: Are all these memories worth the fight? The one I left...