I was given a chance at a budding romance But I cowered away and took a defensive stance I don't know what to say I don't know how to play this game I said don't jump the gun, you know true love will come Even the early bird waits for the sun I don't know what to feel Maybe true love just isn't for everyone I can't say I lost I can't say I've gained 'Cause every possession has only remained I wish I could lose Something so dear At least then I'd know there was a time it was here And I, I thought I was a scholar Withdrawn from love Why would I even bother? But no one called my bluff I let my novel rust My heart was here wasting away in this constant decay Half lives passing by day by day I can't say I lost I can't say I've gained 'Cause every possession has only remained I wish I could lose Something so dear At least then I'd know there was a time it was here I can't say I lost I can't say I've gained 'Cause every possession has only remained I wish I could lose Something so dear At least then I'd know there was a time it was here I was given a chance at a budding romance But I cowered away and took a defensive stance I don't know what to say I don't know how to play this game I said don't jump the gun, you know true love will come Even the early bird waits for the sun I don't know what to feel Maybe true love just isn't for everyone