Ill hunger, I'm still hung up I still love her To think of the fun of my thrills To go kill something Still hunting I feel this ordeal is just real pungent Pill popping, i conceal problems It reveals nothing Real rushes appeal to my feelings I still function Far from ideal With these spiels pumping I Appear drunken I pierce my fears with a fierce friction What do we have here? It's been a bad year Collapse or contract all the brash fear Or be pussy as Pap smears Would it, should it make any change Shook up, I should've attained A better hook on everything Ive betted looks are everything But that ain't looking better Think I better cook up better things Or try to focus on the cheddar Know that I can never let go Look at all the pressure That I betted would erode All of the pleasure unfolds While the weather turns cold Thinking way past I may take a day stat To erase the hate latched While you paper chase, stacks Will invade the space Packed with a shade of shame Face the facts Till i fade to black Burn this paperback I know, I know This can't go on forever I hold my soul In the morbid weather I know that it's cold But hope it will get better Because hopes The only thing that's keeping me together I know, I know This can't go on forever I hold my soul In the morbid weather I know that it's cold But hope it will get better Because hopes The only thing that's keeping me together Ready or not Bitch, I'm ready to pop I got the devil in me playing heavy metal Off top Several levels unlocked Still confess that I walk With rebels dressed like a jock All I need is one shot Like Lethal weapon I settle with threats like veteran cops Ready, set, steady Motherfucker Let's go Already sick of these petty, irreverent hoes Still a degenerate But I'm better than most Unsettling, I'm meddling with checks While i coast On the prospect that profit Unhinges my jaws quick I just need the glory and a goth bitch Just need my story on topic Just these immortal lines dropped with The beat, I'm a freak till I'm probably deceased The object of my deep affection recedes The prospects I speak of eject when I dream With the dread down the street Tick, tick Steady with the sick shit Misfit, better get my dick licked By a bitch, I already know from districts Nip slip, send that bitch my way Slick drift, speeding on the highway See these motherfuckers sideways Annihilate And I'll lay A verse or two like a tidal wave Wide awake Every night in my hideaway I know, I know This can't go on forever I hold my soul In the morbid weather I know that it's cold But hope it will get better Because hopes The only thing that's keeping me together