Each day's a struggle To keep my head down and out of trouble Not a soul could ever pop the bubble That she's made here I'm hiding in my bed, longer each time I feel I should never leave this rest Seep is easier than being awake I guess It's loud out of the sheets I swear I'm doing nothing wrong Just let me go to school and move on with my day Downtown I feel at peace No one could ever know my name If I could I'd find all those who feel the same And we could all go away Dad admitted - she wasn't like this at the beginning Just for you I've been sticking with it But she's changed Ain't no reason to blame, this happens with time She's still be your mother when I'm dead So when we split we'll go live in a cloud instead It's overwhelming, it's killing me Holding this inside I'm just a kid, I ain't ready this is impossible All of my memories have threatened to go I'm too slow to keep up I feel tied up Does it mean that I've actually messed it up I didn't realize that I could be so powerful And even though you can avoid screwing up There's bad luck It's loud out of the sheets I swear I'm doing nothing wrong Just let me go to school and move on with my day Downtown I feel at peace No one could ever know my name If I could I'd find all those who feel the same And we could all go away I've been in the way since I was little Now I'm in a city that makes me invisible