Down, on myself again Head, in the sand again Time, coming after me A brutal confrontation with reality Walls, slowly closing in Clouds, follow after rain Fade, all the memories You know you're not supposed to be on everything Since then I've come a long way Put you on hold for my sake And if I push you away I'll have myself again Face, on the willow tree Trains, always chasing me Fate, won the lottery A sudden exploration of mortality Be, all you want to be Fear, is not a part of me Lines, in a diary Repeat until you actually believe in me You and I are the same So self-aware and ashamed And when there's no one to blame Right back where we began Since then I've come a long way Put you on hold for my sake And if I push you away I'll have myself again Since then I've come a long way Put you on hold for my sake And if I push you away I'll have myself again Since then I've come a long way Put you on hold for my sake And if I push you away I'll have myself again Gun, to my head again Rope, round my neck again Say, you want more and more Say, you want more and more Say, you want more and more Say