Had to get down on my knees
Pray as I search for a deeper connection
I'm takin' my time
It's not just me but you need a direction
Feels like nothin' ain't sweet
Plus I ain't gettin' no sleep 'cause I'm stressin'
Got me a legal profession
Bro got done for illegal possession
That's how we were raised
It's life on a council estate
When I get outta the hood
I write me a book called how to escape
Feel like I'm trapped in a cage
My mind ain't lettin' me free
The ends ain't lettin' me go
The smoke ain't lettin' me breathe
Still I find me a cheat code
Found flaws in the system
Score and assistant 'em
Get the weed man scores for the wisdom
Caught me a high, caught me a vibe
Then I caught an addiction
Fillin' up draws in the crib just to hide ours
Was billin' up draws in the kitchen
I hit then I relax, I quit then I relapse
It's lit but it's harmful
Mum said lead by example
It's hard but I try to
Gotta get packs on arrival
Bro just came with the 8 ball
Coulda went halves on a bible
It's hard to complain, things don't change when it's part of a cycle
It's hard for Jermaine on the road
But it's easy for Charlie and Michael
Ask me why I don't speak
18's is the talk when you're poor bro
Talk ain't cheap, send me a text and I'll send you my sort code
I ain't down for pretendin' so I ain't down to attend the award shows
I need bread for the rent g
I ain't tryna put Fendi in wardrobes
Feels like the devil's at work
Go to the church bathe in the water
When I talk to a boss I can tell that
He loves that I'm datin' his daughter
I'm placin' a order
Shut tax down by the enda the week
Niggas try sell me a dream
Jokes on you 'cause I kept the receipt
Feels like the devil's at work
Go to the church bathe in the water
When I talk to a boss I can tell that
He loves that I'm datin' his daughter
I'm placin' a order
Shut tax down by the enda the week
Niggas try sell me a dream
Jokes on them 'cause I kept the receipt