Every time, I wake up feeling on the brink of tears
Is that why, I've always felt inferior to peers
All the signs, I try to disregard they still appear
I'll be fine, hope I'm not lying, cause I be trying
I be looking for some light to mix it up but it's the same thing
Searching for some happiness but that shit hard to maintain
Still won't get caught up got purple hearts cause I'm insane mayne
Find a good distraction plug myself into the mainframe
Bitch I'm out here flirting with the birds, I'm flirting wit the dirt
I can't even find myself at peace, I'm tossin as I turn
Fleeting feelings timbs are bloodied red, yo head smashed in the curb
Feel like Black Gold Saw my mental hurt, and now my blade insert
Into your fuckin chest
Maybe now I'll get some rest
Maybe not I'm still upset
Fuck it now I need my meds, huh
And Now I'm
Feelin like Sailor Moon
You try to kill me you lose yo life too
My pockets on E, I'm broke as hell true
I'm hopeless lowkey and maidenless too
Bitch