I float around so aimlessly
Weary of them folks who hang with me
My paranoia be the death of me
Overthinking that's the recipe
To make my head drown hope I can save the rest of me
Body floatin in a lucid state
A noose to beak
From all them bars I used to take
Fallin back on old excuses that I choose to make
This happiness such an elusive state
I'm seeing rain in the sky 5 days a week
Closed off if I don't know you then I hate to speak
It's like more is less
Went from carefree to sorta stressed
To feelin fuckin miserable and so depressed
Can't even explain my state of mind
Up in my brain it's just a strain for the stain of time
I'm always on it
Wake up I wanna vomit
Rollin blunts been get higher than a comet
Gin n tonic watching Wallace and Gromit
If you broke then please save your dollars and comments
Don't wanna hear shit from someone who ain't done a thing
They racin for the crown but I know they won't outrun a king
It's too fast
My sights long I know they won't last
So just take me now
And what's the point I'll never understand
I need another plan
Just went n lost a couple bands
Down the street they hear the sirens wailin
Overdosin got his body seizin up and now his mind is failing
Woke up behind them padded walls
Dosed hot and took a savage fall
Tweakin off a bad withdrawal
I gotta make a change
But healthy habits lookin way up out my range
I'd rather trip out and get strange
These voices in my head get louder as the days get longer
Heavy handed with the bottle tell em make it stronger
And break some chronic down so I can smoke away the stress
Let it hit my chest