Eight Eight Eight I feel the I feel the I feel the pain As I bleed and let The devil take his turn They promised me they'd Have my back But at the stake They let me burn I'm at a loss For the words To explain all that I grieve No matter how much They say I love you In the end The only thing I feel Is hurt I been through so much pain I make this trauma look so easy Thick ass scars upon my thighs From all the nights I spent not sleepin' They say time heals all But I don't really think it's true Coping with my trauma Just something that I'm used to They always try to make me evil Just for the excuse To refuse accountability For all the pain the put me through Fuck the goodie-goodies They the thieves of virtue Fuck them goodie-goodies Choosin' when they hate you Hypocritic pussies y'all projectin' What y'all hatin' I've seen grown men cry Just for an ounce of validation I'm on that stoic shit Another level that I've taken And now because I'm up Y'all sorry? Bitch don't be mistaken In almost all I will forgive But to forget is out of question I won't associate with fake I do it for my self protection The road I walk I know is great I tried to trust I learned my lesson In the end there's only me With all the scars That I've been blessed with In the end There's only me And all the scars That I've been Blessed with I feel the pain As I bleed and let The devil take his turn They promised me they'd Have my back But at the stake They let me burn I'm at a loss For the words To explain all that I grieve No matter how much They say I love you In the end The only thing I feel Is hurt I feel the pain As I bleed and let The devil take his turn They promised me they'd Have my back But at the stake They let me burn I'm at a loss For the words To explain all that I grieve No matter how much They say I love you In the end The only thing I feel Is hurt