Another day in utter silence Time away leaves you no choice My life became an empty shadow And I turned into someone else I've heard you many times before Admit you were wrong One day you will have to stop Lying to yourself I never stay away from Living my darkest fear I never worry about the pain You always feel The disarray around me Is like the desert's roar I hear it howl louder than Ever before The years have passed in self denial With a share of urban joy But when it's time to ease the pressure This joy will leave you alone in the desert I've heard you say that before I still don't know Is this the beauty of letting go Or a restless soul I never stay away from Living my darkest fear I never worry about the pain You always feel The disarray around me Is like the desert's roar I hear it howl louder than The voice that's screaming all along Will this forever go on? I never stay away from Living my darkest fear I hope to someday feel the pain And start to heal The storm will rage inside me And heat will burn it all There comes a time to let it out My desert's roar I never stay away from Living my darkest fear I never worry about the pain You always feel The disarray inside me Creates the desert's roar I hear it howl louder than Ever before