When the pain sinks in I fail again It repeats Broken by my clinical disease She holds my hand so tight If I keep up appearances will everything be alright? Scratching at the door I'll get familiar with the floor Blank face, lock jaw I'm dIgging a grave just to bury my soul Sink in and repeat I wonder will you ever let me be She holds my hand so tight If I keep up appearances will everything be alright? Some days I swear it kills, oh god it kill me I'm drowning demons in my head Sweet muse all dressed in white Your scent is all that gets me through the night, Bring me to my knees When I'm with you I'll never fucking sleep Sink in and repeat, I wonder will you ever let me be She holds my hand so tight If I keep up appearances will everything be alright? Drag me down again I am the end of me Alone in solitude I let my sorrow bleed The taste of misery Cocaethylene Longing for the death of me Longing for the death of