Torn at the seams Pull on the thread and tell me what you see Just a shadow of the man i used to be Is this really all that's left of me I've got to find a way To get these demons of my back Its just so hard to catch my breath When I'm under attack When you've been beat down everyday of your life It gets so hard to wanna wake and see the sun rise This pressure on my chest Just never seems to dissipate This is such a lowly Fate I can't seem to rise again I feel the devil's hand on my shoulder He said pull the trigger son It just gets harder when you're older Nothing seems to make much sense I'm just a circus act trying to balance on this fence I've got to find a way To get this demons of my back Its just so hard to catch my breath When I'm under attack What the hell have I become Why me god What the hell have I become Why me god I can't take this anymore I will strive I won't stop Until you're dead inside Don't put your fucking hands on me.