Chin to my knees, wrists interlocked I'm rocking back and forth, I'm trapped in my thoughts They hit me just like the cognizance Of how I killed my lover and I have no defense ♪ Chin to my knees, wrists interlocked I'm rocking back and forth, I'm trapped in my thoughts Lurking like a venomous snake, they grasp onto my throat! Somehow, with bloodshot eyes, it feels like I've been left afloat! So someone fix me, make me new with clay and mud! Anti-tremor medication surging through my blood! Claustrophobic, I am so sick, I have manic! Depressive symptoms of a schizophrenic! Need a medic, I'm emphatic Of how I need to rid this memory from my head! Claustrophobic, I am so sick, I have manic! Depressive symptoms of a schizophrenic! Need a medic, I'm emphatic Of how I need to rid this memory from my head! The pain and hatred will always be something I Remember forever and ever and after Everybody's screaming, they're sounding the alarms! They take away sharp objects so I can't cut my arms! They tell me that I'm impulsive 'cause I'm a fucking mess! I shut my eyes and picture her body in that bloody dress! Are you okay?! What do you say?! Thank you doctor for the pills that you gave me today! ♪ Voices like the walls in my head, in the halls! The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all! The pain and hatred will always be something I The pain and hatred will always be something I Remember forever and ever and after Voices like the walls in my head, in the halls The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all They're closing in on me now and I can't breathe I want to be alone but they'll never, ever leave Voices like the walls in my head, in the hall The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all They're closing in on me now and I can't fucking breathe I want to be alone but they'll never, ever leave