Don't think you fucking know me,
You will never feel the way I do!
You're so fucking ignorant, clueless
This pain sinks way deeper than you could ever fucking know
I guess I better throw it on!
Can't stand the feel of my skin,
If no-one sees me no-one opens up the door to let me in
And that's the way that I would like it to stay,
No fucking conversation, please fuck off and leave me to my slow decay
Cause I don't want to feel like you, like you don't wanna feel like me
Wasting my energy to tell you all I'm A-OK
Why even bother though when no-one even gives a shit?
Show my teeth, live with it? Wear the mask, fuck that shit!
I feel so damn vulnerable wish that I could fake,
Fake this shit like the rest of you fucks!
Wish I could make you feel a fraction of the pain I feel,
Neurotically damaged
I don't know who I am hiding from anymore
Is it me? Is it you? Man I don't fucking know
All I know, one day I think I'll take this way too far,
Say fuck em all, grab some shit and mow them all down
I can't help it
I need help to process all this trauma that I spit out,
Always looking for a cop out like it isn't fucking my fault,
Tell me where to point the finger laugh it off like it's a joke,
But it's me the fucking joke,
But it's me the fucking joke!
Help me! Help me!
Help me to decipher this encrypted sick neurology,
Help me to get out of me!
I'm done pretending my life is worth living,
Say things,
Regret them,
Rinse and repeat
Shit!
I don't know who I am hiding from anymore
Is it me? Is it you? Man, I don't fucking know
All I know,
One day I'm going to take this way too far,
Fuck 'em all, fuck 'em all, fuck 'em all!
I don't know who I am hiding from anymore
It's myself, it's myself, looking at my life from down below,
Pick up the pieces from this filthy floor,
Guess I'm back, guess I'm back, back where I belong,
Mask off.