Welcome to my dreams Waking up has never been so hard Rest assured, I've never made it this far before I fear and loathe how long we have left Until its all done and gone Bury me deep inside my faith Then in a few years, release me from under the soil and dirt In which I've concealed my entire life with Waiting for a chance, a hint of hope Now faced with life, unsure of everything I wear the colours of a skeptical man Black and grey, is all I see Friends that I've lost I'm trying hard to forget I could've sworn that they said, they'd be here forever But I know, they're still there watching me neck deep in failure I'm fucking soaked to the bone Heart on my sleeve, severed and worn Replaced realism for bliss I'll never trade it back This is my everything