Lost in the mirror I stare face to face with fear Trapped here for years prepared to waste away it's clear Evil permeates my space my void mentality I run the rat race let's turn up the gravity My insides wither away and die I'm feeling like my whole life's a lie Please tell me what else is left but to cry I just wanna spend my whole life inside Locked away from the world I don't wanna live This way I've got so much more to give I fucked up and this is my punishment From across the room I'm staring at my gun again Kicked when I'm down I'm just sick of sticking around A fist full of frowns beat me down fuck this town Why does this shit always seem to happen to me The universe fucked me up for human I'm barely passing My insides wither away and die I'm feeling like my whole life's a lie Please Tell me what else is left but to cry I just wanna spend my whole life inside Locked away from the world I don't wanna live This way I've got so much more to give I fucked up and this is my punishment From across the room I'm staring at my gun again