When it's over
Fuck it
When it's said and done
Put me in that casket with that gun
Cause most these angels be deceiving
And I've been battling these demons
I'd be stupid if I didn't strap me up with one
That shitll be dumb
Smoking woods in the valley of death
I'm inhaling the best
Exhaling the stress
I tried to the tell 'em boy ain't nothing like rest
But there's some shit I gotta get off my chest
I've been ducking all these social gimmicks
Way before this damn pandemic
Stuck up in these streets
Ain't no time for friends only business
Tryna get my mental straight
Steady serving up these plates
Pounds after pounds
Like a nigga out here gaining weight
I got my weight up
Im as Real as it gets
I see most of you niggas fakers
In the back streets and alleys
Had some shooters like the lakers
Just some young Niggas stacking paper
So if in the morning
Huh
I don't wake up
Know this is the mother fucking wake up
Know my brothers gonna ride til that fucking day come
And Just remember you make your mistakes
Mistakes don't make ya
List me a greatest
Talk down on my name
Theyll make sure you get cremated
Furthest thing from basic
But if I never make it
Tell all my bros to run down
And go and take it
Go and take it
Cause if this my last verse
Know I gotta hit my loved ones where it hurts
If I'm the reason that they gotta put me in the dirt
In my head a blessing
But to y'all That shit a curse
I've been fighting demons
I ain't looking for no church
Sorry if I'm making this shit worst
Always fresh to death
Bitch I'm ready for a hearse
I've been popping pillies
No prescription from a nurse
Bottling these feelings
Feeling like I'm finna burst
Ever since a youngin
I've been wanting to leave this earth
Something bout these feelings
And they can't just be reversed
Never thought I'd ever get to see my twenty first
Shoutout to the fam man this love can't be rehearsed
Just keep ya heads up and don't forget your worth
Never let somebody tell you what you don't deserve
And if I go I'll be your guardian that's on my word
Fuck I'm starting to dose off I really hope this works
Huh
Said I really hope this works
I know this may sound selfish but I really hope this works
I really hope this works
Fuck