I'll be the first put it out in the open You broke my heart, baby my heart is broken Three months we ain't speak shit is just hopeless Pour me up a glass this is how I'm coping You always say I do too much And I think you don't do enough Always wanna be right that pride gon kill ya Let go of the mask I wanna see the real ya Four years of love how you move so savage Can't handle your ways yeah I can't manage I'm hurting but it kinda feels like a blessing I didn't get the phonecall so now I got the message None of these niggas better than you Trusting my gut with shit I can't prove Why you gotta lose me why you gotta lose I just wanna move forward but I can't move Even at our worse I still want you Not sure what that means but dreams come true How could you lose me I was such a blessing You didn't get the phone call so now I sent the message